A Koen a day

It wasn't as easy as it looks for the night....

I was trying to get Koen to sleep before 9, because he has been rubbing his eyes since he came back from auntie. So I even cut down his dinner (which he didn't enjoy much), got the milk ready, put on his pajamas, and get him to the bed for the final bottle. What happened was, when he was having the milk, somehow there is a gap between the nipple and the bottle and the milk just spilt all over his body while he was drinking! So he was drinking half the milk and half was on his body, so I have to change his clothes before I put him to bed. The problem is that he cried and cried and cried when I not allowed him to move around while putting on clothes, and my tears just fell. I was really frustrated because I wasn't able to give him the milk he want and give him the sleep he needed. He then refused to sleep no matter what. It was already 9:30. So I went to the play room with him, play with him for a little while, and hope he'll go to sleep after calming down. I put him to his bed, said the prayer, asked him to go to sleep, and left the room, just like we always did. He stopped for 5 minutes, then cried and cried and cried again. It was 10. I went and gave him another bottle, which I made sure it WON'T leak again, and picked him up, gave him a hug, then fed him the bottle. It wasn't until 10:15 that he's able to go to sleep again.

I was really frustrated. I felt so bad that I wasn't able to put him to sleep earlier... but I guess it's not my fault(?)...

I'm kinda stressed these days as you can tell. I can't even write all these in Chinese because it'll take me forever, so I think I'll just blah it out.

Don't worry, I'm feeling better now. So good to have Jimmy around. :)