阿B出生歷程

好多朋友都問我：點呀？你生得辛唔辛苦呀？其實你話辛苦又得，唔辛苦又係，所以希望喺度都同大家分享一下整個過程：

話說八月18號嘅零晨，我已經開始有作動嘅symtoms，但係到during the day又好似冇咗咁...跟住到第二晚，又係零晨4點零左右，又開始有痛嘅跡象。今次到星期日嘅during the day就有啲痛嘞，不過都唔算好密。其實真係唔舒服就係星期一嘅零晨開始，不斷地每10分鐘一次，每次30-40秒左右，而呢種痛係一直由零晨到日頭到夜晚都無停過！

到咗夜晚，我一邊痛一邊同阿仔讀完聖經同埋自己靈修完之後，我真係頂唔順嘞。我同上帝祈禱，求佢可以快啲救我脫離呢個痛楚，我真係好想快啲可以唔再係咁痛㗎！祈完之後，我嘅痛就真係即刻由10分鐘痛一次(which is 仲未可以入醫院)變成每5分鐘痛一次！而由我哋預備入院到行出門口，我嘅陣痛就已經變成每1.5分鐘痛一次啦！

其實真係超級辛苦㗎，不過知道距離真正生產又近咗一步，我嘅心又覺得好受啲。由屋企去醫院嘅3分鐘車程，真係feels like forever咁！去到醫院，要輪椅推我上樓，而上到去瞓低檢查，護士已經話我開到四度嘞！而喺短短1鐘頭，我就已經由4度開到9.5度！啲護士都估唔到咁快！之後佢哋俾laughing gas俾我吸，我一路吸一路嗌（我本來以為我會好content唔需要嗌，點知全個產房嗌得最大聲嗰個係我！），雖然我好似只係開大喉嚨嗌，但係我係喺心裡面一路同神呼喊："God is Good! God is here helping me! He is carrying me through!!"而呢個時候，老公喺個產房度開咗佢哋個收音機，扭咗去106.5，等我可以聽Christian music，而喺我一邊嗌一邊吸住Laughing gas 嘅時候，神俾咗呢隻歌俾我：



Breathe - by Michael W. Smith

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I I'm desperate for you
And I I'm I'm lost without you

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
this is my daily bread
your very word spoken to me

And I'm, I'm desperate for you
And I'm, I'm lost without you

And I'm desperate for you
And I'm, I'm lost without you.

I'm lost without you.

I'm lost without you.

I'm desperate for you.

(Cry out to live)

I'm desperate for you..

I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost without you..
I'm lost without you

I'm desperate for you

我真係覺得上帝好幽默! :)

一路到4點左右，醫生就叫我push嘞。我一路都唔係好夠力，但係又好辛苦...到4:30，收音機就開始播Chuck Swindol嘅講道。其實我已經聰唔到佢講乜，但係到佢就嚟講完嘅時候，我同神講：「既然我哋改阿仔個名做「言享」，咁可唔可以喺講道完之前俾阿B出到世呢？」神真係聽我呢個禱告，言享終於就喺4:53am出咗嚟嘞！

整個生產嘅過程殊不簡單，而如果唔係有上帝嘅恩典一直帶領，我知道一切都唔會咁好！！

將榮耀歸俾神！:)